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Location: Kazakhstan
Birthday: 1/22/1987
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Interests: music...and women
Expertise: music,sleeping,and sometimes fighting...if i wanna..and being awesome
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Saturday, April 24, 2004

new Xanga is YourMedicationAndYourDisease


hey kids whats shakin? its about 12:00 or something along those lines...broke up with my girlfriend..that would make her my ex...i still like her alot but like i said before she hates me,she still wants to be friends thats bullshit i knew that was something she was gonna say after she said she didnt want a boyfriend anymore...it was all that little bitch's fault i hate that girl whoever she is...odds are that was a waste of my time and she will go back to lawerence...or larry or stalker boy,but the thing is i thought the feeling would be mutual but i didnt know what i had until i lost it...i still would go back out with her but she hates me and i guess thats the way things are gonna be from now til whenever the fuck i decide to get a new gf..which possibly could be soon..cough cough FRIDAY cough cough From First To Last show cough cough haha im just gonna let it roll off my back like i do everything else and not worry about it,theres more girls out there and possibly some that dont hate me

im done with this xanga...i need a new one..that will be in the works  

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New Medicines
By Dead Poetic
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Thursday, April 22, 2004

ok well this has been one the worse days ive had since i got over my parents divorce...my girlfriend hates me,and shes been turning her head when i go to kiss her,shes not returning phone calls,ok so this girl hates and maybe its good if we broke it off...i dont want to,but apparently she does she wants nothing to do with me and its getting to my head and screwing with me only thing that runs constantly in my head is "not in the near future"and its getting horrid...i really liked her...i still do and this hurts alot
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The Catcher in the Rye
By J.D. Salinger
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004

ok well things happen today that i wish i could take back,and if i hurt you babe im sorry...i really have nothing to say but heres some stuff i was feeling when i got off the phone with you...instead of breaking things i put my thoughts into this piece of shit poem

im on the verge of something i cant stop
something i cant fight
theres no good fight
fighting the enevible
is like fighting the impossible
using my will power
instead of my might
just might make things worse
just as my well being is being destroyed
you shouldnt be taking this shit
theyre full of it
just say fuck it
if i could be something for you
id be your medication
make things better
make you see things clearer
make you see theres more than him
make you see that theres us
i want to focus on us
you dont seem you want to
i heard you say it
you know you want to do it
but when you do the things you did today
you make me seem like shit
i want to throw fists
just to get this over with
but i dont
because i care
because it would hurt you
and i dont wanna hurt you

EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT!!!!!!!!

feeling alot better that i got most of my frustrations out...all i want is to talk to her but anyway now heres alittle quiz everyones gonna take!!

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. What do you think my strength is?
3. When and how did we first meet?
4. What was your first impression?
5. Do you still think that way about me now?
6. What do you think my weakness is?
7. Do you think I'll get married?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10.What reminds you of me?
11.If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12.How well do you know me?
13.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14.Do you think I could kill someone?
15.Describe me in one word.
16.Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
17.Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
18.Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?

put your replies in the comments

Currently Playing
This Is Love, This Is Murderous
By Bleeding Through
What I Bleed Without You
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004

"note to self i miss you terribly this is what we call a tragedy come back to me come back to me"


[put your music to the following scenes... whatever you think fits]

opening credits:Vaux-Set It To Blow

first kiss scene:Hidden in Plain View-American Classic

sex scene:Something Corprate-Konstantine

drug scene:Alkaline Trio-Private Eye

fight scene:Nora-The Goddamn Champion

murder scene:Fear Before the March of Flames-Given To Dreams

break-up scene:From First to Last-Secrets Don't Make Friends

make-up scene:From First to Last-Note To Self

fight scene #2:Poison the Well-Nerdy

someone died scene: Eighteen Visions-Waiting for the Heavens

depressed scene:The Early November-For All This

falling/fell in love scene: My Chemical Romance-Vampires Will Never Hurt You

suicide scene: Dead Poetic-New Medicines

flashback scene:Christiansen-Cocaine Summer

dance scene:Motion City Soundtrack-The Future Freaks Me Out

fight scene #3: Reggie and the Full Effect-Raining Blood

party scene: Andrew WK-Party Hard

ending credits:Saosin- Seven Years
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There Must Be Some Way to Stop Them
By Vaux
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