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Gone_In_The_Black_of_the_Night
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Name: The Location: Kazakhstan Birthday: 1/22/1987 Gender: Male
Interests: music...and women
Expertise: music,sleeping,and sometimes fighting...if i wanna..and being awesome
Occupation: Other Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website
Member Since:
12/14/2003
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| new Xanga is YourMedicationAndYourDisease | | |
| hey kids whats shakin? its about 12:00 or something along those lines...broke up with my girlfriend..that would make her my ex...i still like her alot but like i said before she hates me,she still wants to be friends thats bullshit i knew that was something she was gonna say after she said she didnt want a boyfriend anymore...it was all that little bitch's fault i hate that girl whoever she is...odds are that was a waste of my time and she will go back to lawerence...or larry or stalker boy,but the thing is i thought the feeling would be mutual but i didnt know what i had until i lost it...i still would go back out with her but she hates me and i guess thats the way things are gonna be from now til whenever the fuck i decide to get a new gf..which possibly could be soon..cough cough FRIDAY cough cough From First To Last show cough cough haha im just gonna let it roll off my back like i do everything else and not worry about it,theres more girls out there and possibly some that dont hate me
im done with this xanga...i need a new one..that will be in the works | | |
| ok well this has been one the worse days ive had since i got over my parents divorce...my girlfriend hates me,and shes been turning her head when i go to kiss her,shes not returning phone calls,ok so this girl hates and maybe its good if we broke it off...i dont want to,but apparently she does she wants nothing to do with me and its getting to my head and screwing with me only thing that runs constantly in my head is "not in the near future"and its getting horrid...i really liked her...i still do and this hurts alot | | |
| ok well things happen today that i wish i could take back,and if i hurt you babe im sorry...i really have nothing to say but heres some stuff i was feeling when i got off the phone with you...instead of breaking things i put my thoughts into this piece of shit poem
im on the verge of something i cant stop something i cant fight theres no good fight fighting the enevible is like fighting the impossible using my will power instead of my might just might make things worse just as my well being is being destroyed you shouldnt be taking this shit theyre full of it just say fuck it if i could be something for you id be your medication make things better make you see things clearer make you see theres more than him make you see that theres us i want to focus on us you dont seem you want to i heard you say it you know you want to do it but when you do the things you did today you make me seem like shit i want to throw fists just to get this over with but i dont because i care because it would hurt you and i dont wanna hurt you
EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT!!!!!!!!
feeling alot better that i got most of my frustrations out...all i want is to talk to her but anyway now heres alittle quiz everyones gonna take!!
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. What do you think my strength is? 3. When and how did we first meet? 4. What was your first impression? 5. Do you still think that way about me now? 6. What do you think my weakness is? 7. Do you think I'll get married? 8. What makes me happy? 9. What makes me sad? 10.What reminds you of me? 11.If you could give me anything, what would it be? 12.How well do you know me? 13.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14.Do you think I could kill someone? 15.Describe me in one word. 16.Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same? 17.Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 18.Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
put your replies in the comments
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| "note to self i miss you terribly this is what we call a tragedy come back to me come back to me"
[put your music to the following scenes... whatever you think fits]
opening credits:Vaux-Set It To Blow
first kiss scene:Hidden in Plain View-American Classic
sex scene:Something Corprate-Konstantine
drug scene:Alkaline Trio-Private Eye fight scene:Nora-The Goddamn Champion
murder scene:Fear Before the March of Flames-Given To Dreams
break-up scene:From First to Last-Secrets Don't Make Friends
make-up scene:From First to Last-Note To Self
fight scene #2:Poison the Well-Nerdy
someone died scene: Eighteen Visions-Waiting for the Heavens
depressed scene:The Early November-For All This
falling/fell in love scene: My Chemical Romance-Vampires Will Never Hurt You
suicide scene: Dead Poetic-New Medicines
flashback scene:Christiansen-Cocaine Summer
dance scene:Motion City Soundtrack-The Future Freaks Me Out
fight scene #3: Reggie and the Full Effect-Raining Blood
party scene: Andrew WK-Party Hard
ending credits:Saosin- Seven Years
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